It was after noon when I started the day’s activities.
I was feeling sluggish and didn’t want to do or think anything.
Only my hunger was active, so I had no choice but to get out of bed.
It was such a day.
I have had many similar days. And I looked for many reasons to allow myself to live such a life.
“Because I’m the type that gets tired easily.”
“Because I’m the type that needs lots of sleep.”
I think both are true, but I wanted to use them as a shield to defend my laziness.
But I don’t have to do that.
“I want to stay home and rest.”
I don’t have to think about forgiving myself for that.
Just rest and relax. That’s all.
Don’t think about anything complicated and be as kind to yourself as you want. If you don’t, I think you won’t be able to deal with yourself well in the future.
You don’t have to look for a reason to give yourself a break, just relax and let yourself recharge.
